i felt so down today. i do not know why. i cleaned my whole room and most of the rubbish outside. im sick and tired of picking up after other people. im going to tell all 3 of them off tomorrow when i get back home from college. i really cant stand it.

classes were ok i guess. i was late for class again and the lecturer got a little mad. she asked me where im from, i told her i was from sabah. the whole class laughed. then she looked at me and said where do you live, then i told her kelana jaya. so she was like talking shit about me. i just sat there and drank my home made coffee. thank god i have classmates or else i wouldnt know whats happening in class. i slept through business maths and i that made me not listen to the formula she was talking about. after that i just asked my friend how to do it and i did it. simple.

sookie took my tie. she saw the tie's holding part loose. as in the slot where u put your excess tie in after you tie your tie. so she said she would sew it for me. i never knew i had such good classmates! hahaha. oh well.

i almost cried so many times watching the o.c season 3. its like so freaking sad. the things they say. the things they would do for love. just simply ... wow.

i'd better go off to bed now. dont want to be late for class anymore. i feel so sick. i have the flu, head ache ... omg. im a little sick boy. shit. i hate this feeling.

rick.